wish upon a star

star light.

star Bright.

first star i see tonight.

i wish i may

i wish i might

have the wish i wish tonight

i wish to teach internationally. travel the world. 

fall in love and stay in love.

have a happy family with babies.

never want for monetary reasons.

be happy.

keep on learning.

not get struck by tragedy.

always be healthy.

growing up i used to wish on stars all the time. tonight i did it again. except for the fact it was different. i didn't wish for a certain boy, to be skinny, or to win a billion dollars. i think of what i want in life, and it's simple. what i put above is what i want. at the end of the day what i want is simple. i want to be happy.     

{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}

On my mind

I've been thinking a lot lately.

About how small in this world we are.

In a hundred years no one will remember you.

Yet every decision you make changes something about the world.

That responsibility is a lot.

It makes me feel as if my heart is breaking.

How can we be so small.

Yet make such a big impact.

I don't know.

The world is a mystery.

{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}

great gatsby

Oh the 20's are beautiful.
I might have an age of aquarius wedding.
Who knows. I've got a lot to look forward too.

http://www.buzzfeed.com/peggy/how-to-throw-the-ultimate-great-gatsby-inspired-wedding


{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}

74 cats and butter

Oh heart, get your shit together.

You don't like him. Oh wait yes you do. Oh wait no you don't. Oh fine admit it you do.

But he doesn't like you back. 

-->{Why you got to show up in an old tee shirt that i love, why you got tell me i'm looking good, don't know what you were thinking, you were doing, moving in for a hug, like you don't know i'm coming unglued, why you gotta keep me make wanting you}<--

Well face the facts sweetie. Life is not like the movies. The boy doesn't see the girl dancing to music no one else hears, he doesn't hear her singing at the most random times, and he doesn't feel the wonder she does at this beautiful world.

He just thinks she's weird. 

Because she is.

-->[ take me as i am or watch me as i go]<--

Well that's sure okay for the perfect girl to say.

But people just keep on having her leave. they don't stick around.

"i mean yeah she's cool, just not someone i want to be with"

they don't want to be seen with her. because maybe her weirdness will rub off on them.

So dear sweet you, you will be perfectly content with 74 cats and lots of  butter.

Or maybe even a man.

not a boy. a man. 

HURRY THE FUCK UP.

or stick with the cats. 

{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}

Choice

I think in life, we have a choice to hold on to the sadness and pain in our lives, or the happiness and joy.

I choose the latter.

{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}

Brave

Being brave is crying in public.

Being brave is willing to be the weird girl even though it may not be the popular thing to do.

Being brave is not caring about what society thinks.

Being brave is falling for the guy who is out of your league.

Being brave is standing up for yourself and others.

Being brave is seeing something wrong and trying to fix it.

Being brave is finding light in the darkest times.

Being brave is realizing that you don't know everything.

{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}

Letter to a boy.

I know I made out with him. 

I also know that I could make up a million excuses justifying why I did it.

But the truth of the matter is that it isn't because you talked about other pretty girls, it wasn't because of what was in my system, it wasn't to make you jealous.

I just did it. 

And the only thing I could think about was you.

I regret it and I wish I hadn't. 

I'm sorry.

Sometimes I don't feel good enough to be with you.

I know that I'm not the kind of girl that you can show off.

And I think that was what you initially wanted, but you're a good guy.

You do things for the right reason.

I'm sorry and words don't mean a thing. Actions do.

So if you give me another chance I won't mess  it up.

Even though I know that I don't deserve another chance.

{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}