Silly girl crushes are for kids

The feeling of the  tingles in your chest when you see him.

The laying awake at night wishing you could just be with him.

The trying to get up the courage to talk to him.
But then making yourself believe he doesn't want you to.
Maybe he does.
Maybe he misses you as much as you miss him.
Maybe you're telling yourself this to make the pain hurt less.
I can't stand it.
I am head over heels.
With someone I don't even know anymore.
I want closure.
But more than that I want him.

 The laughing at some memory of him.

The telling your bestfriend you're over him.
The confusion of a  crush.

{I got senior pics taken}

{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}