Still a hopeless romantic

But sometimes the timing is off. There are also the wrong kind of love. Where it's not pure unadulterated love. You realize that there is a spark, but someone is in it for the wrong reason. Be you or the other person. Maybe you just want so desperately to be in love, that you will take anyone who will have you. But that's not fair to you or the person. And you lead them on even though  you don't mean to. But you feel so desperate that sometimes leading them on seems like the best idea. You tend to over analyze, every single word you decipher and try to read into the deeper meaning. Even though the words are meant to be taken at face value.  And you see those couples holding hands. And when other girls tell you the stories about their boyfriends, you just sit and smile while you're in your own mind. So  I'll sit and wait for him to come along. And I'll accept the heartbreak on the way.  

{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}