Tea Drinking

More than tea

Thats how much I like you

And if you know me, thats quite a bit

Pssst. One year. Still like you.

{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}

Coffee shop love.

I might be smitten. Or enchanted. Or a little wonderstruck.

pick one. I feel them all. 

I met a guy. He's a cutie. He made me my coffee.

He said I have pretty sparkly eyes.

I told him I liked his beard.

Is it possible to love someone you don't even know?

Because this might be happening.

I went all shy around him. But at the same time wanted to open up to him.

Open mic poetry night at the coffe pod with alex. Eventful to say the least.

The one guy who kept on hogging the mike. 

Alex reading an amazing poem.

Me reading a not so amazing poem and blushing the whole way through.

Realizing I love having someone who I can tell my hardest stuff too.

Thinking about posting an ad on craigslist. Under "missed encounters"

Do you think he'll call me if I do?

White mocha hazlenut latte. Heaven in a cup. Warm and perfect.

 I like being able to tell my deepest secrets to complete strangers. In the form of words.

Or music. 

Should I go for it? 

Even though I'm young?
Who knew you could really find love in a coffee shop?

{Peace. Love. And Granola Bars}

Hard battle back up

Rumors. Drama. Mean.

There. I summed up highschool. One of lifes greatest mysteries.

Today is like a monday AND a friday to me! I don't think it could get any better!

I had a migraine and literally didn't get out of bed untill 7pm yesterday. And that was only to bathe and rent the movie "Thor". My dad was on call and I got to baby sit David. Although it just feels like I'm hanging out with a best friend. I learned "enchanted" "mean" and "haunted" by Taylor Swift on the piano yesterday. Like memorized them and everything. So today is my only day of school this week. Due to the lovely fact that I am leaving for texas TOMORROW. I get to see my sis, Vivian, Grant and all of the other fun people who live there!

Its probably a good thing for me to be getting away from this place for a few days.

Ever since I wrecked my car on September 23. My lifes just gone down hill.

I've lost a lot of my friends. I've gone from a "straight A" student to a "B" student.

But on the upside. I've strengthened my friendships with Nolle and Krista.

Kind of scared to see how people treat me today. With all the rumors and stuff. If you're reading this say a little prayer for me!

{Peace. Love. And Granola Bars}

Somtimes it explodes out of my pants

Sometimes life hands you the most perfect old man sweater.

Cozy and warm like an old friend

It might not be the prettiest sweater, but it is just the one you've been looking for.

Just the thought of this old worn sweater makes you smile

Burying your face in it makes your confusion go away.

You saw it and you knew your search was over.

You're like that sweater to me.

Song: The way I am-Ingrid Michaelson

{Peace. Love. And Granola Bars}

Friday night

Friday movie night and I'm here alone. Missing you. I miss play fighting. I miss cuddling. I miss laughing for absolutely no reason. I miss you. Can we work it out? Because honestly this sucks. I just wish  that I could swallow my pride and tell that I need you. But I'm not. I'm stubborn. And I know that you know it. Because you're just as stubborn as me. And that is one of the things that I love about you. Because I like that you argue with me, and make me feel angry about you. It's sexy and hot. Anger is a part of passion.

Anyway...on with my day. Today I went to the voice therapist. I have speech therapy so I can hopefully be able to sing soon. Its stupid. I have to talk in a quiet breathy voice. And I sound like a ditz. Like the level of my smartness has gone down like a billion times. It kind of sucks. People already make fun of me, and call me stupid, thank you blonde stereotypes. I know I'm not stupid. I get to massage my throat, jaw, and chin. Fabulous. And do pretty cool excercises. Today I went to savers with Nolle, Krista, and Alex. I LOVE these girls. We ended up with old man sweaters(nib and I). Cute vintage dress(krista) and walking out in just our underwear(Alex). Then Alex had to ruin my night and leave, okay I still had a good day. But I LOVE alex and am excited for our sleepover! Next weekend, we are going to cornbellies and the aquarium. Yes a group of 16 year old girls. Then we picked up the beautiful Rachel. I didn't really know her before, but I can see us being really good friends. For the long run. Then we went to target. I showed her the amazing chair that I got on the side of the road once upon a time. I'll have to write that story soon. Then we read http://www.autocorrectfail.org/  and laughed extremely hard. Words do not describe how AMAZING this life is. Well I'm spending the weekend with my GORGEOUS mommy in salt lake. I'm going to tour the university of utah. And wear my rain boots and bright orange rain coat.

Have a good weekend!

Song: That girl-David Choi

{Peace. Love. And Granola Bars}

Failure

So I don't know about you, but I'm failing at the "just friends" thing.

Way to be. I can't see you without liking you more.

Great. I hope you're failing at it too.

It seems my brain knows you're forbidden and its like "Oh I want him! Badly."

Just fandamntastic.

Just so you know you give me heart palpatations.

I feel as if I'm going to have to go to the hospital soon, they're so bad.

I hope you're going through this too.

If you want to help me, will you please stop being so: cute, funny, caring, charming, perfectly flawed, sweet, spontaneous, opionanited, stubborn.

Stop making me like you.

Thank you

{Peace. Love. And Granola Bars}