I'm the girl whose parents got divorced and decided to swear off love. Until she realized at the tender age of fourteen while lying in bed, that she is not her parents. The girl who gets butterflies just by making eye contact. Someone who will look at pictures of weddings, and hope that someday she can get a smile on her face due to begin so in love. She has not yet been in love, She's got almost and maybes and what happened here baby but not a real love. And every time she thinks maybe this could be the one, and it isn't she hurts. Yes, so bad. But she doesn't give up. Even though sometimes when she's in the process of falling, she realizes that she will most likely get hurt. But she falls anyway, because of that teeny tiny almost invisible chance that maybe this will be the time that is different. That one person, who you know that you want to share your past, present, and future with. There will be that guy who the silences aren't awkward when you're around him. The guy that maybe holding hands with will make you feel like you can take on the world with. He's out there. He's looking for me. And you have to believe this. Because trying wouldn't be worth the effort if you didn't believe this. Maybe it's just the fairytales told a young age that makes all this seem like it could exist. But you realize it's the people you watch who you can tell are in love. The couple who still after twenty five years of marriage still go on dates and call each other baby. And the chances of finding a love like this are slim to none, but maybe just maybe you can defy the odds. You can be that small percent that finds an earth shattering soul breaking love. You know that a love like this is worth fighting for, and once you find it you will do all you can do to not let go. So don't be afraid since you haven't had good examples of love around that it doesn't exist. Realize that you write your own story and you get to pick the ending. Happily Ever After.
{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}
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