Help, I'm alive and nothings going right

Help, I'm alive.

And nothing seems to be going right.

I have a shitty social life. {unexsistant}

Its snowing. All the damn time. And I don't have a garage at moms so I go out every morning at 6:45 scrape the car and turn defrost on.

I make plans with people.

They fall through.

I'm pissed at my bestfriend.

Boy's think I'm unexsistant.

Musics not angry enough.

I keep on losing things.

Purse.

Phone.

Mind.

My hair won't cooperate.

I can't lose weight.

I've been threatened to be beaten up.

I'm pulling my hair out over wondering if I got accepted to my dream school.

I get pitied. 

I don't want to be in Utah.

I wish I was in Cali.

Or wisconsin.

Or anywhere.

I want to stand in a parking lot and

scream.

{sweetdreams. Day dreams and night dreams alike}