Contrasting

I'm quiet yet loud.

Out going but shy.

I'm at rest while being unpeaceful.

I want to stay home when I go out.

Contrast like hot and cold.

I want people to notice me while I stay against the wall.

I'm confident when I'm feeling worthless.

I want to be the same while trying to stand out.

I am happy while I'm sad.

Contrast like summer and winter.

I want to change but stay myself.

I want life to make sense but still be full of mystery.

I want to be in love and be able to mingle.

I want to get be feel pain and not get hurt.

Contrast like red and blue.

I want a religion while worshipping on my own.

I want to stay young and grow up

I want my old life back and to keep this one.

I want to be lost and found at the same time.

Contrast like fire and ice.

{Peace. Love. And Granola Bars}